Monday, August 17, 2009

CURIOSITY

Curiosity to escape the reality, travel into another world,
Waiting to welcome you and give you all the things you ever impearled.
Reading gestures of your group mates,
Observe the patterns that nature makes,
Listen to sound that every object creates.
Sense all stagnant objects that vibrates.
Smell compounds like sulfates, hydrates, chlorates..
Feel the surfaces of water, metals and glass. They all reflect us. Decode them to get a message that can lead you to something that you have never dreamed of. Its all the subject of connection. Connection of time and space. Its all truth and matter of relativity. Venture into the world of leisure…….


Well, I am not fu**ed up yet….

I am just confused, or may be, I am not confused but Bi-Curious…
This ‘Bi-curious’ reminds me of an episode of South Park in which Butters got confused and started saying that he was bi-curious and he was then sent to a special school for gays. Here Bi-curiosity doesn’t mean that.

Curiosity is perhaps the most permanent and certain characteristic of this vigorous mind and just because of this curiosity only I found a lot of interesting things to do. When you have nothing to do, when you don’t know what you have to do waking up in the morning, when you don’t have any interests left. This curiosity can give you the reason to live.

But the curiosities I am having are taking me all far away from the verisimilitude. It has captured all my diligence. I am feeling like a standoffish who is just doing things for the sake of doing things.

I am curious about knowing the axiom of life. It’s just game of permutation and combination of the events you play each and every moment of your life. A perfect sequence will lead you to the top of the world and just one mistake or misguided step will lead you to some new world. A small incident of my life is leading to all this confusion. I was never like that and I know that I am not gonna bear this.

I just need a break.

To lost in the state of trance. To forget about everything that annoys me. To busy myself with the things which take me away from the facts. To search a way of escaping the reality. Travel into another world and venture into the world of leisure but
It’s time to know the truth…

It’s all reality, and you just can’t escape it…..