TRANCE

Finally, I am instigating something which I was planning for last 2 months. I am writing my very first blog. These holidays have been proved favorable to me. Despite the fact that I am not doing all the things I was anticipating, I am overjoyed. I am realizing that there were things those I wasn’t seeking but forcing myself to desire for. Now I am conceiving that work is not everything that can bring you ecstasy. I am felling uttermost happiness in sleeping 14 hrs a day. And this is something I never planned for. I spent my first month of the holidays in training. It was salubrious but doesn’t happen the way I was hoping for. I am not bewailing. I just realized that things don’t happen always the way you aspire for, so you should perpetually be prepared for omnitude in life. Never expect something more that you deserve because shit happens when you expect something and that doesn’t happen. After lying on a bed for 10 days after training is over, just thinking, sleeping and dreaming, I can envision my life better. Empty mind is devils workshop but I would say my inner genius comes out the empty mind I had for these days. Yes genius, not the intellectual. I hate intellectuals. They only believe in solving problems while genius prevents them. I have started fantasizing a successful life that may not be acknowledge in terms of money and career that we spend our whole life chasing for but an auspicious life with peace of mind. Learning all you always wanna learn. Trying all you always wanna try. Doing all you always wanna do. A life which is totally yours with no retro-gradation, resentment or distress. A life whose crux lies in ecstacy.

He has awakened from the dream of life, lost in stormy visions, keep with phantoms an unprofitable strife, and in mad trance, strike with our spirit's knife invulnerable nothings.